im back with a new blog name. but still the old me tho dont worry!
so yeah basically this blog with just my daily post and my artworks. not like a fully art blog no more. since i rarely do arts now days (yesh it's sad i do aware of that he)
as i post this today will be the last day im spending my so called holiday in Depok he. yesh i'll be travelling to Jogja tomorrow. so stoked! i'll be travelling with my friends tho, so gonna post what i do the most there he. mostly just some bunch of foods and things i do daily. i'm going to stay for 2 weeks i guess i mean i'll be leaving on 27 and be back on 5 i guess? well if my mom already booked my flight. i mean yesh this is the unplanned trip. i randomly just wanna go there and do stuffs. cause daaaang gurl im super bored with all the things here in jakarta.
so i've been on my smtr break for 2 months now and it's going to end soon (thank god) but i need to do one last thing before finally getting back to my daily routine. as you all dont know, during non-holiday period i spend my time mostly at campus and home doing worksheets i rarely hang out cause im too tired to do so or cause i just got too much work to do. but mostly because im too tired of campus shit. so during the holidays i just spend most of my time outside the house. mostly having fun with my friends. cruising Jakarta night roads, musics, night life. just having fun but still responsibly. i know my mom doesnt know much about it but im doing it responsibly and i know my limits.
mostly i just spend my day sleeping then went out on evenings until night. just hanging out chillin with my friends. i mean mostly i felt negativity at home so i need to be positive outside the house.
that's pretty much my activity for the past view days. nothing special. nothin new.
well this holiday is like one of the weirdest i ever experienced i suppose? i mean, it's like i spend mostly my day hanging out with my friends instead of my own family (well they dont mind anyway, or they dont have plans anyway so yeah) and this holiday is where i knew who'll be my friends later on during the 3rd smtr. i kinda jerk off one of my closest one. ha. well im a jerk anyway, and my high school close friends well they turn out to be just idk same as everybody else? or cause people change?
but then one night i decided to be back as a cold person, where i wont feel hurt and such. jerking off people, not having close friends. treated everyone the same. just me and my world and myself to survive the dang jungle of campus and the humans of jakarta.
but hey, that's what i learn in life either you'll be eaten or you eat people. i guess? i mean i dont think people would truly be nice to you and acted like yes you guys are friends and that's it. ha. people now days being nice to you just to able to use you. your friends arent your friends when they are not there when you're doing even when they're there somehow your heart said she/he is not good for you. idkw tho ha.
anyways that's all im going to say, im back. more ranting, some arts, daily post too i guess. just prepare :)
here are some picts from the things i did this holiday in one collage.
that's all for today!
have an owlsome week peeps!
cheers,
Dosky ↀᴥↀ
