hey humans, how's your summer?
well it's not that summery here, since it starts to rain almost everyday and it supposed to be sunny yet... it doesnt. oh well, you can always blame the global warming for the messed up weathers.
but still i've spend my holidays mostly at beaches, haha :P
yeap, i went to Pangandaran and Anyer. it was an owlsome trip! since i've learn how to surf and did some pretty cool beach activities. it was really fun.
and yeah my apology for not giving you guys any artworks post since i dont do much art lately, caught up with school stuff and some problems.
i know you might think "ugh i want to see more drawings, instead your thoughts and shitty post" well sorry but im just not in a good situation at the moment.
well since my mom canceled me going to US for student exchange thingy, and promised me to transfer me to a Home Schooling, and do more artsy activity since im wanting to enter an Art college. but again i got another disappointment where she said no (again) it breaks my heart, where she promised me.
it doesnt stopped there, where i tried to explained to her and such yet she just kept on saying no. I really need some time to approven my skills since im aware of my sucky drawing skill.
she said no. no. no.
promises is a swear that people SHOULD freakin keep it.
but this is what i get in life; promise is a sentence filled with swears and bullshit, and it's like a dream you know it's there but you know it's not going to happen.
sorry, but not only my mother, but my father did the same. how he promised me to come on my birthday which he never did, and it's been awhile since i last saw him. and also my previous boyfriend. yeah people lied, sometimes i dont know who to trust anymore. but i got some friends that is worth the trust yet still that fear is still there.
anyways, sorry for this crappy post. i promised you tomorrow i'll do something for a better post.
im really sorrrrrryyyyyyyyy like deeply sorrry.
im sorry if im being annoying or idk a bad person on twitter.
i love you guys i really do :"D
cheers,
Dosky
